Monday, May 19, 2008

Start of something new...

This is gonna be hard for me another kind of therapy. Something I need to do to get it all out. I'm going to blog my mind. Confused? me too ;) This is a multi part installment

The mind is a crazy place. It's fragmented you forget things you remember things you think you forgot. When I was young I had multiple personalities. You know there is a lecture you go to when you are kids where they ask you "Are there voices in your head?" Stuff like that. What kid would go yes. What happens to kids that say yes. We at that point have seen the movies where people with mental illnesses get taken to an asylum away from everything they knew. Yes sure sign me up! I'm crazy. No me and others I am certain hide as best we can.

Far back as I can remember, there have always been more than just me in my head until about 7 years ago. Me the personality that won was the part that got awoke every time there was a conflict. That was it, Mr Conflict Resolution. I would wake up at dinner when an argument was directed at me. I would wonder what happened how many days has it been. We all knew that we were there. We all went by the same name except for one. Rage went by Rage that was all he could do. That is most of the childhood that I remember problem, resolution. Time passes problem, resolution. Until I got tired of not knowing what happened when there was no problem.

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